Going Home (May 19, 2009)

Current mood:determined

I am going home. 
I'm going to try to make this happen by the 4th of July, but I may have to rearrange that a little. 
If I do, it will be by no more than 2 weeks past.
I want you to come with me.
I don't want to leave you here.
But I'm going.
If you can not make it right then, I will wait for you while I'm there.
If you decide not to go, that's ok too, and I understand it.
I won't hold it against you.
We will then figure out how I will get the rest of my stuff.
I don't think it will come to that, and I hope it doesn't.
But I'm going to hurt you if I stay here.
I don't want to, but it will happen.
I hope that you understand all this.
This isn't to hurt you.
But it is to help me.
I love you.