I kill more than time, you know...

Few fast Updates, before I have to head out and get ready for work...

I just spent the last 12 hours, sleep included, putting my Myspace blogs on here so that I would have them all in one place, and I trust Myspace... not at all, actually. These aren't here for you, they're here for me. If you don't want to hear about how terrible my life can sometimes be, and how FUCK-ALL WHINY I am sometimes, then I recommend you not read them. I say all the damn time how I haven't really changed in forever... but reading through those blogs... Yeah, I have. I'm not nearly that  whiny. At least, I don't think I am.

Recent;y, I went to Texas to visit John and stayed for a month. I loved it, and it took me all of about 3 seconds to fall for him all over again. I'm moving down there in Feb, 2012. He's going to marry me and we are going to live happily ever after. I'll not be hearing otherwise. I have not been this happy since, apparently early in 2006. Christ. Now, yeah, I  have had happy moments here and there... But overall happiness? Nein. So, I'm really looking forward to that.

There's been a lot of crazy shit in the 2 years that I didn't blog on Myspace. I dated a guy named Zac, who was WAY too young for me, and proved it. I moved a few times. I dated Isaiah, which was pretty ok, mostly, but it went downhill pretty fast. When he and I split, things got really bad because I had fallen for another Zak. (I have a thing for Z names. I really do.) That went poorly. We are good friends, and I'm really happy about that. Someday, I'l document details on all of this, but today is not that day. I live with Trent, now, and have since Feb of 2011. That's when I left Isaiah. I currently work at the Murphy Gas station again, for Angela, who is nothing short of crazy and wonderful.

And for once I really feel like maybe my life is changing for the better instead of the acceptable.

To all of those that read this, of which, there shouldn't be many, I love you. Here's to a good upcoming adventure. :D