It Hurts More When I See You Don't Care (April 25, 2007)

Current mood:confused

God damnit, Rick. Just when I decide that maybe I can be over you just a little, you have to go and pull this shit. Holding my hand all night while you slept was about the sweetest thing ever, and I really do think that was about the happiest I've been recently, but Love, why mst you do that shit when I'm trying to move on? And why am I trying to move on? Becuase you have made it perfectly obvious that you don't want me anymore. Its as simple as that. The problem is, I think, that you don't want anyone else to, now, either. Because you know without a shadow of a doubt that if you can keep m single, I'll come running back to you every time you call. Baby, I love you, but I can't live my life like that. I wish I had the balls to actually say, you know, ANY of this to you. Hell, I wish you said anything to me, ever.