Oh, Barkeep!! (Aug 26, 2007)

Current mood:sad

You HAD to know I was going to do or say something..... Well here it is.

I (still....) don't know whats going on in your head and I don't think you are ever going to tell me. That sucks because it would save me a TON of stress. But I'm not bitching, I guess. I've more or less accepted that. I'm going to assume you think SOMETHING, otherwise we probably wouldn't still be shacking up.

ANYWAY....

Basicly what this particular blog is about is... I'm going to miss you. I made that clear enough earlier, though. And I had layed there and planned out what I was going to say to you before you walked out the door, and of course, I didn't. But here it is.

I am really really bummed that you're leaving, but  you seem excited about it and so, well, good for you. I wish you the best of luck. :)  It sounds lame and cheesy, but if it makes you happy, then great. Just don't get like, assasinated or anything.

And the part that I'm sure you could do without, but I'm going to say anyway because I damn well want to. I love you. I'm starting to think I always will. (Hahaha, and God knows, I always have.... haha) Um.... yeah. Really, I couldn't let you leave without saying that. Sorry if it made you .... weird.

I hope you DO come visit me one more time before you go, though....