It Gives Me Something to Do When I'm Bored, Alone, and Frisky (Nov 28, 2006)

Current mood:blah

Well, today is supposed to be the day that they tell me weather or not I'm fired or layed off for a week. I'm very tired today. I really don't have anything new to say. Nothing has happened. I was in a really great mood last night when I got home. That was kindof new. I actually felt, um, "good" enough about life for a while that I managed to get off my ass and do the damn dishes, which had been waiting for me for quite some time. And then, of course, I was on a nice cleaning kick. It happens. :P  Keri came over for a while after she got off work and we sat around and played cards for a bit. Then we watched disc 1, season 1 of QAF. She loved it. She's borrowing the rest of the first season now. :D

I think everyone looks at my life and things, "god, what a pile of shit she's landed herself in." I don't know how I feel about that. I hear about it sometimes, and I kinda try to defend my choices and stuff, but its like, I really don't care what everyone thinks. I mean really. Its my damn life, and it isnt all that bad.... There's some crap that I have managed to get myself into that, sure, I coulda' done without, but to call my life pathetic? I think that might be stretching it a bit, you know? I have what I need, and some of what I want, and really thats what counts, right? Sometimes I think my life sucks. My job sucks, my apartment is TEENY, I don't really care for sleeping alone, I drink alot (well, ok, not ALOT, really, just frequently....), And we won't even get into the amount of time I spend.... well, we aren't getting into it. Hahaha.... ANYWAY, yeah, my life isn't exactly comparable to oh, say, someone who likes what they do and has a real house and shit like that, but Honestly, I'm not really doing that bad off. I don't think I am, anyway. By all means, correct me if I'm wrong... It could be that I've got a bit of a skewed opinion of things.