Heres to You. And You. And You. (Dec 19, 2006)

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Well, it occours to me (relatively suddenly, actually....) that the year is coming to an abrupt halt very soon. I want to say I saw this coming, but things like this have a tendancy to sneak up on me a little bit. Damn. I doubt I'll go through a whole recap of my entire year, but here's a brief brushover.

The first half of the year sucked so much ass as to be nigh unbelieveable. Between running back and forth to Cleveland to watch my father die horribly and fighting with Rob, my life was fairly crummy.

I was, however, reaquainted with a group of outstanding people who I care a great deal about and had lost touch with altogether. This was closer to the middle to end of the year. More towards the middle, I think.

Um, I left Rob at some point in there, ending a 3 year relationship that was a stagnant pain in my ass.

I moved out to my step moms house for a while then with the help of 2 REALLY awesome friends of mine (let's call them Jason and Dan, just for simplicities sake, shall we?), I got an apartment in town.

I bought a car, putting my vehicle total up to 3 now.

I ended up getting a new bf, and while it didnt work out as well as I'd hoped, it could have gone way worse and I'd say we are on pretty good terms. Heh....

Rob and I got into a huge battle that I took little part in, and were not speaking to each other for the first time in 8 years. That's kinda a first for me.

I ran into an ex that I thought I would kill on sight and not only did we not duke it out for who gets to continue to live, we actually settled things and are at least civil aquaintances again.

I discovered that I can totally be a crazy psycho bitch, and that makes me sad. I don't mean to, and I don't like it. I never thought I even had the capacity to act the way i see myself acting sometimes and it drives me a little crazier. Ugh.

Via Trent, I met a whole new group of strange and amazing people, almost all of whom I really really like. And already one of them has moved away, which sucks. (Yeah, I know youre reading this. And yeah, I'm talking about you..........                         Eels. :P    )

I rediscovered my love for bars and being drunk.

I posed nude (on a few occasions, actually....) for the first time ever this year. It was a bit freaky at first, because I have all the self esteem of a little kid whos been called every name in the book for so long that she forgets that shes NOT all those things sometimes (Gee. I wonder how THAT happened....). But in the end, it wasn't really so bad at all. I'm still fairly self conscious, but if I pose a certain way, I can usually hide whatever flaws I think I have and everything is all good. Mostly. Heheheh...

I got in a fight on Myspace. How lame is that. THAT will not EVER happen again. Its retarded.

And I think that about sums it up.