I look fab in Glasses.

I can't wait. I can't, I can't, I caaaaan't wait!! Christmas has always been a happy time for me. I love the whole season and the feeling about everything around that time of year. I even don't despise the cold sometimes. And this Christmas will be SO awesome. I'm going to get to spend it with the man I have loved  unabashedly since I was a teenager. The man I plan to spend the rest of my days happily decomposing with. Squeeeeee!!!!! <3

Now that that part of my blog is out of the way, today was pretty excellent, for a day that I woke up at 330am  on to go to work. Work, itself, wasn't terrible. And afterwards, I picked up Mizz Keri and went to Amanda and Gary's house to visit for a little while. God, I hadn't seen her in years!! Or Gary, really, for that matter. We sat around chatting and carrying on for a while and it was really pretty cool. It's sorta fucked up, but in a good way, that eventually, those will be my in-laws. Ha! I'm gonna have in-laws! And they're in-laws that I grew up partying with!!! Neat, right?!

After we left there, we went to harass Jason, and got wraps and smoothies at the smoothie shop. Jeeze, I miss that place. The food is SOOO good. I miss Jason, too. I hadn't seen him since he moved out of Isaiah and I's house. He's doing well. We all sat around and caught up on shit for a few hours. Then Keri and I went to Target and basically window shopped. I saw a ton of cute shit that I would get if I wasn't desperately broke. Haha! We then headed to the Starbucks out on 31 and got iced chai latte things. Oh, I love those. And peppermint brownie cake pops. That's some solid goodness, right there. Fucking YUM.

I'm starting to toss around the idea of not really getting anything for anyone for Christmas this year. Not that I'm shunning my wonderful friends, but I really need to save money, and I honestly have no ideas on what to get anyone. Hell, I have no idea what to get my sweet John David. The only 2 people I can come up with anything for are Pop and Puppy. And even then, those are just little trinkets. I guess I could get Keri a perfume... I have no idea for my Trent. I have no idea for my Corey. Got no idea for Mom or Bill, really. I don't know. I guess we will see if I magic something up.

I think I'm going to basically move back in with Mom while I'm working until I leave. I talked to Angela about working the schedule up so that  all my working days are in a row and my off days are clumped together.... That way I can live at Mom's while I work and then up here when I'm off. I think it will help me save on gas. Part of me wants to just stay at Mom's, but I love it here and I don't want to go. So, I will try to divide my time. I looked at some estimated costs for moving and its going to be about $1500... roughly. $800+ taxes for the truck, and the rest in gas. That's going to SUCK. My sweet man is going to come up here and help me move, but I don't want him to be footing much of that bill... I think a lot of that is just plain old being stubborn, though.

Still, I can't wait to be down there. I will miss this place like crazy, and i'm going to cry when it finally sinks in that I don't get to see my beautiful people anymore for a long time... But I would follow this guy to the very ends of the earth if he asked me to, and he and I both know that me living in Texas is not permanent. I'm not even having the slightest bit of hesitation about it. If I belong anywhere, it is by his side. Wow, that sounds gay. Its just... I had worked so hard for so long to cover up the hole in my heart that he left when... he... left. :P It took ages. I never filled it, I just threw a tarp over it and ignored it. And this has completely blown the lid off of all of it. Haha. It took me all of 2 seconds to completely fall for him all over again.

Damn. I'm doing that thing again, where I just sit here and ramble on about "Oh, he's SOOO awesome!!" Gah, I'm a wreck. LOL!!

I have to get off of here. I'm going to keep being retarded if I don't. I'm sorry. Maybe next time I'll have something to talk about besides John.   ...   ....   ....  Who I get to talk to tomorrow, btw. YAY!  <3


Cheers!