Current mood:
disappointed
You had some balls writing me with that "it seems we aren't friends anymore" line. Apparently we haven't been friends in a LONG time. Friends DO NOT do that to friends. Ever.
You know, through all the bullshit, no matter what you'd inadvertantly done to piss me off, no matter how deranged I made myself out to be, I knew I could always count on the fact that at the end of the day, all the bullshit was put aside and you were my friend. I think that is probably what hurts the most right now. Not that I was used and manipulated and whatever, not that you knew damn good and well what you were doing and didn't care, but that friends, REAL friends, don't fuck each other over. Not in the big ways. Not in ways that count.
The people on my friends list on here all have one thing in common. Not one of them has ever hurt me on that level before. Tom Gorski was emotionally abusive to me for a long time. He's on here. The difference is, never once did he lead me to believe in whatever way that things were not as they are. He was a complete dick, but he was up front about it.
You, however.....
You'll make a great politician someday. Congratulations.
I hope it was all worth it.
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