I Came, I Sat, I Blogged. (Oct 28, 2006)

Current mood:sad

I'm a fucking mess. Thats really all there is to it. I'm an emotional wreck. Thats the most true statement I can make about myself right now. But the funny thing about it is this: I've always been that way. It isn't a new development. I just don't really care who sees that I'm a fucking wreck anymore. Why should I have to hold myself together for anyone but me? And if I don't care that I'm a wreck, why should I care that other people know? Geez. Now that thats out of my system....

Halloween is upon us!!! WOOOO!!!! This would be the time of year that I'm usually the happiest. Good friends, good booze, good parties. Tis what it be about these days. And while there will be people that are absent from my divine presence {but not in any way forgotten. :(  }, I think I will still be having a good time. My plan is to leave work {I wish I could skip out early, but I already wasted my "get out of deep shit for leaving early" pass a week ago. :'(  }, go home and get my costume on, and drive on out to Ric's. The costume will be the part of this that takes the longest, what with me being quite the perfectionist. Hehehe.

The bad part about all of everything, well, won't be talked about. Lol. But the second worst part is that my dearest of Laura-beans is in the hospital!  Poor Laura! On the bright side {because every hospital bed has a silver railing....} she's on ALL the good drugs. Sucks that she had to get them THAT way, though. --Best get well wishes for my sweet pea!--

Sigrid, bless her heart, is going out of her mind down in the sticks as she is. I wish she could move back up here to civilization. I think it would be better for her. I understand why she can't, I just don't like it any.  {I find myself thinking that alot here lately... I get it, I just don't fucking like it. Grr...} For all of you who know who George is,  He's been bannished to the barn. He gets his own apartment, basically. He'll be in the old chicken coop, where he will be out of the cold and he will be able to burrow and have a big giant place to live instead of that rabbit hutch. The reason for this is that he has become SUCH a pampered opossum that he doesn't even climb down from his cat tower to crap anymore. And you know, he's been litter trained for a LOOOONG time now. He's just a fat lazy ol' Opossum. So, hes been ostrasized.. He'll be fine.

I went up to Trent's the other day, as I'm bound to do from time to time. We sat around drinking and talking and watching the crappiest movies ever. But talking about REALLY crappy ones that we love. {*cough* Razor Blade Smile *cough*} Anywho, I brough him some food when I came up, becuase I really do rock that much. He got a huge amount of food, too, because I have spent all of my growing up time around a whole bunch of skinny-ass dudes and I know damn good and well they can fucking pack it away! So he got ribs, and mashed potatoes, and green beans. And there was a happy monkey. It makes me feel all good to feed people. --Oh, my god, I'm turning into Laura's Mom!!!!-- And we did shots all night till I decided that I absolutely HAD to go home.  Ah, well. As always when the Spooky girl goes to Monkey land, there is a sampling of music. Last episode it was  Tom Waits, who I have found I enjoy quite immensely. This time it was more of the Rev. Horton Heat and some Morphene. Morphene is ok, I suppose, but it's not really my type of music. The Rev, however, has a song that I have fallen absolutely in LOVE with!

ONE TIME FOR ME-

Say my hearts full of lust,
Say my brains goin' bad,
You got your toy you got to use it use it use it,
Cause you're drivin' me mad.

I really wanna,
Wanna see ya,
Do it to yourself
Right now whoa!

Come on and work it baby,
It's just me,
It's not that most don't know how

I said do it do it do it one time for me
Yeah I said do it do it do it so I can see.

I know when you're alone,
And you're sure no one is there,
You got desire saying pump it pump it pump it pump it
'till you cum everwhere yeah!

Say you don't do it,
I know you do,
You can't tell me you can't no no whoa!
You know I love you baby,
Let's have fun,
Come on and give me a show

I said do it do it do it one time for me
Yeah I said do it do it do it so I can see.

Yeah you do that real good,
I've never seen you so bad,
I just got to try to free ya free ya free ya free ya
Give you the best that you've had yeah!

I really wanna, wanna see ya, wanna see you explode right now whoa!
Come on and work it baby,
Churn that butter honey,
You're gonna get it and how!

I said do it do it do it one time for me
Yeah I said do it do it do it so I can see.

Yeah!

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This song should be played in my house {or at least my room} at ALL times. This fucking about made me laugh to DEATH!!!

The Morphene band, well, I like them well enough, but I'm going to have to dissagree with my Trent friend and say that -lead singer guy- does not have the sexxxiest voice ever. Pretty sexxxy, but not sexxxy enough. Sorry.

I think thats really all I have to blog about right now.... Not a whole lot happening in my world, I suppose. My cats weird. She does strange cat things. She hates me right now becuase I sprayed her down with flea stuff. The weasels got it too, so they're all mad at me as well. They picked up the fleas from Gilby, and in turn gave them to the cat, who, I'm assuming, already had fleas when I got her. So there's a nice epidemic at my house. Damn parasites.

Ah, well. Maybe I'll blog again soon.